Finally..

Finally.. we ended our relationship.. but we still stay together.. haha.. quite funny.. we will be happy.. we just go back to origin.. althought that is not what i want.. but we have to.. i know you wont be happy to be with me.. i'm just like to control you.. i know you changed alot because of me.. i know you already controled yourself not to close with girl.. but i'm still jealous.. actually i'm not really feel unhappy just now.. just dunno why when i see the words that you type.. then i dun want to talk.. then you thought i'm jealous.. what i said is nothing already.. anyway.. our memories.. i will keep inside my heart until forever.. i love you.. be happy ya^^

i'm not happy.. you are always angry with me recently.. i dunno why.. seem like, what i did is wrong.. we argue every morning.. i dunno what should i do.. i wants to cry.. but i cant.. later you get angry again.. i'm getting tired.. i'm thinkking to leave.. thinking to stop.. but i worry i will regret.. haiz.. when it will over? do you still love me? do you still need me? can you tell me what you want? i'm really tired.. tired at all.. should we continue our relationship? or just end it better?

give up bah..

Sometime.. I LOVE YOU can bless someone..
argue.. becomes a part of our life.. evryday argue bout same thing.. because of a girl.. a girl that just your normal friend.. i dunno.. why i'm so care bout her.. my friend tell me.. not to control.. not to care.. if you go.. then you will go.. what i do also useless.. do you know? i'm realy hurt? do you know? i'm really sad? do you know? i'm really force myself to acceept everything? do you know? i'm really put so must feeling on you? why you never know my feeling? like everything is my false.. i dunno what should i do.. you make me confuse.. you make me scare.. you make me disappointed.. you make me lost my confidence.. i had lost myself because i'm too love you.. do you know? do you know why i'm so care bout you? do you know everytime i cry also because of you? i hope i can control myself to not control you.. i'm really so tired.. you know? but i dun think you know.. your heart not only got me.. but others.. should i give up? should i let you go? we no longer like before.. i want to give up.. i'm really tired.. let you go.. is the one and only method.. i already try my best.. try my best to create my confidence.. but i fail.. i really really.. really really.. get hurt.. tired....

having bad mood..

you said you wont find her again.. you said you wont.. i believe you.. i trust you.. but you made me feel dissapointed.. you still sms with her.. what for? i'm just stay beside you.. what you want i also can give you.. why you sill want to find her? izzit she is more suitable for you? you really made me feel disapointed.. i very sad you know? you deleted all the massages.. what for? i'm not that stupid or idiot.. i know you sms with her.. i'm so silly.. i'm so stupid.. i'm so idiot.. right? you really though i dunno everything right? i will make you regret.. sorry for telling that.. you really made me feel.. so disappointed.. i really hate that..

说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢