give up bah..

Sometime.. I LOVE YOU can bless someone..
argue.. becomes a part of our life.. evryday argue bout same thing.. because of a girl.. a girl that just your normal friend.. i dunno.. why i'm so care bout her.. my friend tell me.. not to control.. not to care.. if you go.. then you will go.. what i do also useless.. do you know? i'm realy hurt? do you know? i'm really sad? do you know? i'm really force myself to acceept everything? do you know? i'm really put so must feeling on you? why you never know my feeling? like everything is my false.. i dunno what should i do.. you make me confuse.. you make me scare.. you make me disappointed.. you make me lost my confidence.. i had lost myself because i'm too love you.. do you know? do you know why i'm so care bout you? do you know everytime i cry also because of you? i hope i can control myself to not control you.. i'm really so tired.. you know? but i dun think you know.. your heart not only got me.. but others.. should i give up? should i let you go? we no longer like before.. i want to give up.. i'm really tired.. let you go.. is the one and only method.. i already try my best.. try my best to create my confidence.. but i fail.. i really really.. really really.. get hurt.. tired....